January 3, 2024

WHOOPS, I skipped a day lol.

I guess I’ll just have to get over that and honestly the likely-hood of me writing in my journal EVERY SINGLE DAY is just not a realistic goal. There are going to be days that it wont be tangible and there will be days I just dont want it. And I think im going to be okay with that. I just want to push myself to write a lot more in hopes it helps me get out of my head, not have such diverse and crazy racing thoughts and maybe provide some peace.

Usually when I write and get it out of my head, I stop obsessing over the same thought and it doesn’t progress and take up my mental space and allows me to focus and actually do the things I want to do. Fingers crossed that helps me get some things done that I want to do for the year.

But… it’s the third day of the year. Im feeling optimistic. Continuously ratteling off ideas of things to do this year to help our financial situations. Is there a way to make a lot of money from home as a stay at home mom and only have to do it for like maybe an hour a day? Seriously? Is it porn? Kinda feeling like I might do that…. No, I’m not confident enough in my body for porn. And terrified that someone I know would see it. Like… literally anyone.

YIKES.

Okay, it’s no to porn then.