January 10, 2024

I DID IT

Two consecutive days!

BOOOYAAAA

Go me!

Hahaha.

Currently my back is aching as I sit at Bobo’s snack bar. I just spent 20-30 minutes talking to the owner as she vented and let out some frustration and stress about owning this business. I feel for her. It’s an amazing business and I can’t understand why I’m the only person here on a Wednesday. Ive been here since 5:30, and no one else has come in… I feel like I want to help her. Because this place is neat. And I truly don’t understand why it isn’t working out. Not sure what I can do.

Maybe I can get the moms of mueller over here? Or come her more often and get others to join? Ill keep thinking on it.

A) 5 gratitudes

B) Plans for the day, or tomorrow

C) Any fears or resentments

D) Things to watch out for

E) Things to strive for

A)     1. For the release and relaxation journaling has given me

2. For feeling creative and the ups and downs of that. How life humbles you in unexpected ways.

3. Human connection and feeling apart of a community here in Mueller

4. Wine. Oh do I love you.

5. Having a desire to do something. You just don’t always feel willing.

B) Tomorrow I have quite a lot to catch up on, on my to do list. And I need to come up with some ideas for our next FFF. I need to do something sexy for addison tonight. I think that will help show him I’m here for him. That will be important for our relationship.

C) Today I had a fear that I was loosing touch with my creative side because I made some creative choices that I in turn didnt agree with. But its okay for me to change my mind. That is natural and will happen. I need to find out how to have that coexist with our finances. Or at the minimum consider that before purchases.

D) I think allowing myself to gossip yesterday held me back for the day more than I realized. I need to focus on myself and my goals. Not others. Clearly it takes more out of me than I think. And for someone with a lot of goals, I need to be able to do what I can to get some more hours in my day.

E) Stive for consistency. Keep chipping away. Consistency doesn’t have to be flawless. But repetitive. Habitual.